no more than usual

this body seems to be made up of strings
not only holding it together but attached to every experience
hard pressed
empty handed
head full
unintended
relentless
unconvincing
exaggerated
inapt
bullet proof
quiet
uninvolved
unsurprising
unnecessary and innumerable
elaborate and weary
I seem to of spread myself overly thin during the last three decades
spattered in time
shattered in time
scattered in time
variety and endurance are what will keep us alive