Salah Ad Din 1

Early mornings where frost has bit your lip on the way outside


early mornings where sorrow has bit your will on the way down

early mornings where guilt has driven your soul on the way to frost and sorrow

driving you now

driving to the airport and planning on putting your jaded perspectives in little packages

shipping stupidity half way around the world to places you may never be able to spell correctly

there can be no apologies here

no fast forward button this evening

there are doctors telling other doctors that you will die and this is the end of your story

analyze the crowd get in posture stare them down....make rough eye contact

spare the speech and words of wisdom

we have self motivation

self indulgence

self worth vs worthlessness

self loathing and just a little self manipulation not to be confused with mutilation

this is a different time

collapse and fade back

maneuver on the puzzle as if it were an objective

cut the pieces new

refute the intricate details

ones without fail

unbreakable and non shifting

massive in fall

half hearted in winter

Trojan horse dreams where other dreams get inside and slaughter and slaughter and slaughter

i can wake myself up but i usually don't

i don't want to miss what might happen next

dreams.......like the most dramatic part of the movie

movies and ghosts and slaughter and deployments and climatic endings that never come

anticipation is a horrible thing

hard wired

progressive music all sped up telling you that the one part you've been waiting for your whole life is close and just within reach, just out of grasp

aggravation

you wake up alone and pissed

wondering what would have happened

you try and get back to sleep

vanity

you search through those dreams like catalogs, flipping pages, sorting them out

you think of what you saw or talked about before sleep that would have led you to that manifestation

you lie awake eyes closed.....you fail

disdain

plotting on something more than this

something relevant, anything really

courageous

this is what we refer to as foreshadowing

always encourage foreshadowing.....it is the way of the future

i will slowly yet by all means systematically place the idea in your head

courage

paint by the numbers

paint betrayal and fear across the sky

half heartedly whipped and beaten into place

opaque hero

translucent courage now

transparent courage

anti hero

moving right along and into the 3rd act

late nights where frost has bit your lip on the way out

late nights where failure and loss have made you a better person

have made you realize all thats important in life is character

have pushed you to the point that you believe the only way to live is to suffer

have got you convinced that fear is the greatest motivator and hate will always prevail

you've been lying for so long that you believe it all

believe this all

well i have news for you

news of foreshadowing.........you may be right?